02# more space to stick up my posters (never gonna happen unless i get my own house /:)
03# 成功减肥!!
04# 和 JJ 热情的拥抱 x-x
05# at least an autographed photo of JJ!!!
06# idolize JJ forever..!!
07# whatever JJ collectible there is!!
08# to have good complexion )'x
14# wei si li dvd/vcd series
18# 花样少年少女 dvd/vcd series
19# L stuff toy from urbanconcepts
22# Notebooks from ARTBOX
23# Paper Bags from ARTBOX
24# Notebook (with ribbon) from LOVELY LAND [$18.10]
25# Hello Kitty Notebook from LOVELY LAND
33# 樱木花道 piggy bank (small) [minitoons] $6.95
35# double zip jacket [uniqlo] thanks guys <3
What the hell would I do? I realised I don't have a fucking goal. Now all I do is rot at home.
I don't alway do my best; I make everyone worry. I'm losing passion for what I wanted to do initially.
I want to spend quality time with family, but I don't know how to. It used to be so easy to tell everything to them but now I'm keeping them all to myself and most of the time I don't even know what is making those tears fall. I'd immerse myself in work, but I get distracted so easily; I won't be as good as them.
I fear death; I don't want to leave my loved ones. I don't want to see them leave me either. But this is part of life. Then sometimes I wonder, why let me live and suffer?
I know I can choose not to feel this way; I can choose to be happy.
I don't know what's stopping me.
What the hell happened to all those thoughts I had earlier.
Contains:
Books on metaphysics, logic, ethics and philosophy.
What it says about you:
You're a careful thinker, but your life can be complicated and hard for others to understand at times. You try to explain things and strive to express yourself.
What is done, is done. Whatever happens, happens for a reason. Whatever you do won't change the past, so just suck it up and move on. Don't reget what you did; you'll regret more about what you didn't do. Just do whatever in your means to set things right again, because once you've hit rock bottom, the only way is up. Also, whatever you do is a choice, no one forced you; it's only the consequences that make it seem like the 'only choice'. And yeah, karma's a bitch.
I don't think this is a quote; it's more of what I live by. But I never seem to be able to think of it when I'm in a pinch.
Your dominant hue is blue, making you a good friend who people love and trust. You're good in social situations and want to fit in. Just be careful not to compromise who you are to make them happy.
Your saturation level is medium - You're not the most decisive go-getter, but you can get a job done when it's required of you. You probably don't think the world can change for you and don't want to spend too much effort trying to force it.
Your outlook on life can be bright or dark, depending on the situation. You are flexible and see things objectively.
